and then taste the first Jetlag downstairs
Have you ever felt like this life you livin is livin without you? Like there is tomorrow. Like you know there is tomorrow. Still tho, you are confused - somewhere stuck in thoughts and ideas how to move on? But you know, there is tomorrow. You know?! Weird, yes it is.
I think finding this one right guy for this one serious relationship everybody is ‘talking’ about - would change the way it is, the way I feel lonely sometimes, the way I feel like I need this one right guy on my side. But do I really? [This may sound like I never been in a relationship, like I never fell in love before - No, No I have been through this a couple times.]
But do I really? Do you really need this one person to keep you up and down. Make you smile and cry. Happy and Sad at once?
[OK, thinking of the older we get the more close friends and family members we will loose through this ‘el grande finale of life’ [death] I agree, we definitely are not made to be lonely. The lonelier someone gets (no matter why) the more they hide. The more they just accept life as it is.] OK WAIT. This is depending on Age, Country, Religion, and many other factors in this someones life. - so there is no point in talking about this]
STILL, with a age of 22 life is a mess a l l t h e t i m e, mine is - and many others ‘complain’ about the same. Ugh. seriously it makes me tired talking about it.
Back to the original topic, Life is weird.
It sounds even more idiotic, but let me say this: I figured SMILING is a g r e a t thing, a great thing that someone or something must have thought of when we where produced back in those million years before Year 0.
As soon as I Smile, as soon as you Smile - we all light up a little inside us - believe it or ..not. Its just the way it is. When I smile I forget bout my problems of tomorrow. of today. at least for a second or two. Lets call it ‘AlzheimerURProblems’. Haha sorry I couldn’t think of a better word.
Also, I have a problem finding the RIGHT goal to work hard up to.. but I’ll keep this for another time.
xx Spread them flowers for beauty outside xx Spread Cotton Candy [or/and chocolate] for the beauty inside xx
+ keep Smiling, please. (to me and you)